So I've decided I need to start blogging again.......

So, what's going on in my life........ huh. I guess I would have to talk about my sleep troubles. By sleep troubles I don't even mean something like sleep apnea or narcolepsy or anything remotely serious. It's sadly just a result of my lack of a sleep schedule. I've missed soooo many classes this semester and why? Sleeping through my phone alarm. -.-

Now, its not that I can't wake up to my alarms; I actually normally wake up to my first alarm but the trouble is getting up. See, I'm a rather short fellow, not miniscule but shorter than average. So what does my below par height have anything to do with my inability to get up in the morning in time for class? Well, you see... when you are only about 5'4" and you have to get off your bed in the morning that is about 6 or 7 feet up off the ground there are a couple problems for the barely conscious Jerry Chen. In my state of scarce consciousness, I cannot bring myself to jump down from my bed to the floor or step down to the back of my chair which is at best going to be dangerous if it just so happens not to be supported by anything. So, to solve my predicament I have moved my mattress down to the floor. I will be making a cave for myself over my mattress with my furniture. The only concern now is that I might have a major bruise on my forehead during the first few days.

In other Jerry news. I punched through a window with my bare fist... not completely on purpose but there was definitely some intent involved... and definitely a lot of pride induced lol. Now I have a sweet scar forming on my index finger and a scab from a deep cut over my middle finger knuckle. I'll share the gory details and funny bits about this story in my next post.

What? I need something to get you to read my next post. :p

Sayonara

Blogging!

So, cool thing! I'll be blogging every two weeks for Calvin! :] and getting a little money on the side but anywho. Hopefully this will motivate me to blog more often on this ole thing :p

This is strangely exciting for me, I think mainly because my sister did a similar thing for Covenant College :]
I'll probably double post them on here as well! So expect some newer posts soon!

Contest Entry cause I can't think of anywhere else to post this.

My Photo Entry for Photojojo's daily Twitter photo contest.
Title: "Life is more fun with Mirrors"

Cutco is Sharp!

I am typing with one hand because my pinky finger got gashed up nice and deep and now has matching stitches... sooo... yeah lol great stuff... never use it in a moving car though...

- Jer Bear with a messed up pinky :/

Kinda feeling like this lately again...

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=1004590830759&set=a.1413080962757.2048375.1104510146&type=1&theater

This was a drawing I made a couple years ago... It really described how I felt then but I think now it is even more applicable...
I feel like from every which way there is advice on how I should live my life and desires for all sorts of various things pulling me in different directions... and I realize that most of it is for my good but some of it conflicts with other bits on different levels...
It's just kinda stressful to be thinking about it... and thus I have a couple options.

1. I ignore it all and do w/e the heck I want.
Can't do that. (morals, standards, idk)
2. I ignore most of it and pick and choose what I feel is most important or what I want more.
Makes me feel selfish and disrespectful.
3. I look at it all and see what is at the core of all of it and follow that.
Requires a lot of time, thinking, effort, etc... essentially a hassle. (maybe not worth all that time+effort)
4. I attempt to follow it all and try rediculously hard to balance it all and attempt to ignore any conflicts.
Lots and lots of stress.
5. I ask for some help.
I feel like I have no control over anything or like I'm not doing anything.

I'm not entirely sure what to choose... right now I guess I want to be able to do 4 and feel like I ought to do 3 and probably in reality need to do 5. But I think right now I'm just doing a mixture of 1 and 2.

So when does my stress-free summer break begin? *sigh*

Hope y'all are doing better than I am
- Jer Bear

X-Men and more...

X-Men: First Class was AWESOME! :]

As they always have, Marvel has once again entertained and delighted me with one of their movies.

Not only that, but tonight, hanging with friends was pretty awesome itself! Definitely gonna do more of that this summer hahaha. Makes me really want to reconsider my work status... I need to find a better job (less erratic and time-consuming) :/

Fixed Computer!

I have finally fixed my computer! Got a used laptop of the same model and just added my harddrive and swapped my screen bezel/holder :p. Looks pretty decent if I may say so myself!

Anywho now I got two hard drives so that's kinda cool. :]

On another note... work is crazy... Vector Marketing, at least the East Orlando Office, is hardcore. lol This summer I really got my work cut out for me.

This is a really short post... I'm going to fill some space for no reason....
yup...
yup lol
yeah...

ok good enough!
Time to sleep I think...

- JerBear